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I'm so sick of being tired, sick or depressed all the time x_x I've been able to keep a level head for quite a while now, and I'm not necessarily in a complete rut, but it just sucks ya know?
I don't understand why we have to be struggling constantly with all these little problems. I mean on top of this I also got held back a year for being in the hospital for 2 months without being able to do homework, so now I've got an extra year to get through in school. And then I don't have my license because I'm an idiot who STILL needs to study for a permit, I'm not going to have any friends at my highschool next year, and I have to save up money for my bf who can't afford college.
But the worst part is I know that terrible things like this are also happening to other people, except they have bigger dilemmas than just not being able to get homework done. We've got shit like terminal illnesses, fucking abusive families all over the place, struggling with poverty etc etc. It's often that I just am sitting down and pondering how people get through all that, and as weak as I am I can't find an answer.
Sometimes I end up asking them why such things happen, or how they manage to keep on fighting, and half of the time I get "well, that's just life".
Aren't we human? We dominate the fucking planet, we've re-constructed the world around us into what it is today- we've created what most people have considered a different 'life' than those from the generations behind us. 'Life' is not an excuse anymore, so why does this keep happening? Are we really just doomed to have terrible things like this happen at a constant rate to the people we care about? Perhaps we don't care /enough/ to change things for these people? Or do we just give up? That's terrible.
I actually didn't have a purpose for this journal, I apologize. Just trying to get stress off and clear my mind. The point still stands though.